When I was a girl, I was not good at sitting still. If I had a good book, I could get lost in its pages for an hour or two. Television, with all its mindless cartoons and gaudy commercials, only inspired an even deeper sense of ennui. I wanted to go somewhere. I wanted to do something. I was always standing at the hem of my mother’s skirt, asking, “What are we doing next?”
“This,” my mother would say, pointing around the kitchen, or the living room, or the pile of clean laundry in need of sorting, folding, and putting-away. “This is what we’re doing.”
Life can often feel like one long series of mundane tasks. In contrast, Paul and his life in prison reads like one magnificent action-packed screenplay. Suddenly, there is a plot among the Jewish people to ambush Paul and murder him in broad daylight. But, through deft maneuvering, the tribune is altered, and in the dead of night, Paul is sent away on a two-day trip from Jerusalem to Caesarea under heavy guard. Though all of this must have been supremely terrifying in the moment, there is also a sense that God is up to something—something purposeful, something meaningful.
It’s easy to look at Paul’s dramatic, purposeful life and think that he was doing something right. But I think that would be missing the fuller story. Luke (the presumed author of Acts) includes a tiny detail in this narrative that can nearly escape the eye. It wasn’t just any young boy who alerted Claudius Lysias of the plot to kill Paul. He is unnamed, but we’re told he was “the son of Paul’s sister” (Acts 23:16).
We do not know how Paul’s nephew heard of this ambush. Did he walk through the market and overhear someone whispering? Was he buying eggs from a woman who let the gossip slip? Or did he happen to hitch up his donkey near some loud-talking would-be-murderers? We will never know. But nonetheless, at great risk to himself, he bravely informed Paul of the plans, and then informed a centurion and the tribune as well. He snitched. I wonder, when all was said and done, if that mob of forty men learned of this young boy’s actions. Was he safe after this? Even if no one learned of his identity, I have to imagine the boy went through the next few years of his life worried that the Jewish leaders might find out what he’d done. If they were willing to kill Paul, what would they do to this nameless young kid?
Oh, to be an unnamed character in God’s great story. What I wouldn’t give to play such a supporting role in the work God is doing in the redemption of the world! I think, as a child, that is mostly what I wanted. Not activity or entertainment, but meaning. I wanted to believe that God might put me to use.
And the great news is—He does! He prepares good works for me to do in advance, works that will require great courage. And I do not have to go looking for those works. Just as the son of Paul’s sister found an opportunity for faith and courage, I do not have to strive to find God’s plan for my life. After all, it’s His plan, not mine. I can stay where I am—doing “this,” as my mother always said—trusting that God is with me, and that if I am present to Him, He will give me and guide me in everything I need to fulfill His calling on my life.
I’m glad I checked back in and the daily insight is up now. (I did read the HRT earlier and it was good as well.) Like most of you, this really hit that I don’t have to endlessly strive to find what I can do for His kingdom. Rather the opportunities are there if I keep open to what is happening around me. I have just been praying for so many years to find something valuable and big to do for my God! But I have also seen that it can be in our everyday environment and family. Sometimes I am even grateful that nothing traumatic has come about that God has chosen to use me in! lol.
Today I have spent a couple of hours face timing my single, mother-to-be (due in 3 weeks!) niece. This is the one I asked you all for prayers several months ago! If you could continue your prayers, she is so young, anxious and nervous.
Thank you for a great lesson.
It was posted later than usual so no one was able to read or comment. I never noticed Paul’s nephew being mentioned before so that was interesting to read!
Dear Lord, Please give me the wisdom to know when I am to act. May I have the courage to act when I am given the opportunity. Holy Spirit, nudge me to do the good works which were prepared for me to walk in Jesus Christ. Amen.
I don’t see any comments here I wonder if there is something wrong with my app? This was a very interesting devotional today I never would have gotten that insight from today’s reading without it! I have another OB appointment this morning, if I can ask for continued prayers for myself and our little one on the way. Thank you and have a wonderful week. TheBestisYettoCome, praying for your court date tomorrow!
AMANDA – This is heartbreaking and tragic. I’m praying today for all those who knew and loved this girl, including your niece.
CLAIRE – I’m thankful for your reminder that “I do not have to strive to find God’s plan for my life.” Paul was uncertain about his future, but time and time again throughout Acts we see him step out in faith and trust in the Lord’s plan.
CEEGEE – I love that memory from your childhood. What a wonderful example of how your mom served others when she was given the opportunity, and I love that even though you were little she gave you a way to participate in serving too.
So thankful for this beautiful community. I don’t post on here every day, but I do read through the comments daily and have gleaned so much insight and food for thought from you all!
Ceegee,
I love this story! Thank you!
I’m so glad I read this morning. I also felt that Paul’s nephew was highlighted to me and I had a lot of questions concerning the situation… Looks like Claire did as well :) thank you, Holy Spirit.
Thanks everyone for your kind words and prayers.
Also, in Claire’s last paragraph– Ephesians 2:10 — love that. That’s beautifully put that we don’t need to strive to see God work in our lives. We can expect it. Amen!!
Praying for Tanner. I trust God will open a door as He wills– my brother wasn’t having such nerve pain and randomly an appointment opened up– he wasn’t scheduled until March! Praying the same for your Tanner!!!
Prayers Amanda for those effected by suicide. :( may God show up in a big way and comfort those in pain.