Day 10

From Our Fears and Sins Release Us Day 10

Psalm 74:10-14, Isaiah 25:6-9, John 12:23-32, Colossians 2:8-15, Hebrews 2:9-18, Acts 5:29-32, Acts 26:17-18

BY Aurora Eagen

I am anxious. I feel it in my body. I let my mind wander back, seeking to trace its cause, and hear again in my head the squeaky grind of my Prius brakes. Ah, that’s the trigger: finances.  

Sometimes I can be maniacally driven by fear. Currently, the fight of my life is refusing to seek easy comfort for my distress, a soothing anesthetic to numb the pain, which is actually just some sort of slow-acting poison. Some call it sin. We all have our preferred poisons, I suppose, and some are perhaps faster-acting than others, but all poisons kill eventually, if unaddressed. 

While suffering can result from the poor quality of our choices, it’s also from living in a shadow world where evil is threatening  its original goodness. Our collective rejection of God results in suffering and eventual death—for us and the world we were given to care for. Yet suffering and death are also what God uses to bring us back to wholeness. 

The power of death has been broken! The Word came into the very world that He brought into existence! His life was so potent that death itself became a life-giving force in Him. The very thing which separated us from God—death—now brings us to the fullness of life in Him.  

Now to live (in the fullest sense), we have to let that old self die—the one driven by fear and seeking comfort in all the wrong places—so we can receive a different kind of life. The Word became human to teach us how to be authentic humans. 

When my fears and sins have led the day, I have felt less myself. Only in drawing near to Jesus do we feel most real and alive.  

Bad things still happen. My brake pads really could be shot. I could run out of money. Yet in these challenging moments, God can work to bring us more of His life by using it to test and refine our faith. We can’t always see how He is going to provide, but God’s action isn’t contingent on our own imaginative or conceptual capacities. We are not in control. We can only rest in the God who is.  

God, over and again, has shown Himself trustworthy. I can honestly say that goodness has followed me, and He has taken care of me kindly. It is not often in the ways I would have chosen, but Jesus in Gethsemane wouldn’t have chosen to die; I’m thankful He instead said, “Yet not as I will, but as you will” (Matthew 26:29).  

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80 thoughts on "From Our Fears and Sins Release Us Day 10"

  1. Brandy Deruso says:

    Lord heal and cover in the name of Jesus!

  2. Erin Carr says:

    I am free because of the Lord! Thank you God!

  3. Bunny Lightsey says:

    I have found that if I pray each morning for God to deliver me from whatever it is that has me bound, He is ALWAYS faithful to deliver me! And once I feel His hand working in my life, it is so much easier to avoid that sin! I will be praying for you.

  4. Chris Unander says:

    Praying today for you to have strength, victory, and joy. May the Holy Spirit lead you to things that will bring peace and healing.

  5. Terri Baldwin says:

    Always seek Him first! I love how Aurora said” suffering can result from poor choices we make” that is so true. May I seek our amazing God , our creator , our savior Jesus in all things.

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  7. Ashlee Hickson says:

    It is not my will but Gods will instead ❤️

  8. Caleigh Richard says:

    I appreciate this reminder. I often seek comfort in all the wrong places. It is so hard to stay focused on God when I’m allowing myself to seek immediate but momentary comfort.

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