Day 17

The Life-Giving Spirit

from the Romans reading plan

Romans 8:1-17, Ezekiel 36:24-30, John 16:1-15

BY Amanda Bible Williams

Sure, I was terrible. But it was the fruit flies’ fault.

I’d been at war with them all week, using every trick Google assured me would work. Bowl of vinegar mixed with dish soap? Done. A trap made of fruit and plastic wrap? Yep. Pour diluted bleach down the drain and hope for the best? Affirmative.

I’d done all the internet knew to do, to no avail. The fruit flies were multiplying, not disappearing, and I was over it.

I was trying to cook dinner, plotting against the irritating insects in the interim as the pasta boiled and the sauce simmered. I was annoyed—and not just at the state of my kitchen, but at what seemed to be the state of my life. Why couldn’t I just get it all under control already?  

That’s when David walked in. I married a good man. He is kind, gracious, and funny. And when he walked in the door during my fruit-fly and general-life crisis, I did what any human being would do: I let him have it.

I was as passive-aggressive as I knew how to be, and then some. I started slyly with some innocent questions, and then I went in for the kill, attacking his actions and decisions and, in the end, his character. It was awful. I was awful.

Here is what I cannot for the life of me understand: I had no desire to treat my husband with such unkindness and disrespect. I did not stand there in my kitchen, stirring that spaghetti sauce and thinking, “When he gets home, I’m going to give him a piece of my mind.” Honestly, I don’t know that I’ve ever thought that about him.

I love David. And I love how he loves me. I want nothing but the absolute best for him. But my best intentions were not calling the shots that night. My humanity was.

I’m so grateful for yesterday’s passage in Romans 7. I’m grateful that God not only knows us fully, but He reassures us of this in His Word. I’m grateful for Paul’s confession that so clearly articulates the struggle I feel in my own heart on a daily basis.

I don’t want to sin. Really, I don’t. But I do it anyway. I want to obey the Lord. Really, I do. But I disobey anyway. It’s what Paul says next that must capture our hearts. 

The law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus has set you free from the law of sin and death. 
—Romans 8:2

This verse can seem confusing at first read. But read it again, slowly this time. Read it aloud. Do you hear the desperation? Paul, like me (and like you?), does not want to sin. But in and of himself—in his flesh—he does not have the ability to be sinless. 

Sin is a condition we cannot fix. But Jesus can. He has.

We are more than just our weak-willed bodies; we are souls who have been redeemed by the sinless life and sacrifice of Jesus Christ, the Son of God.

Yes, we struggle with sin. But we do not struggle in vain. Our struggle is a fight—a fight to live in the freedom that is through the Spirit (John 16:13) and has already been secured by the Savior who defeated darkness once for all.

Thanks be to God, for He invites us into a life governed not by our wants or our whims, but by His truth and love.

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55 thoughts on "The Life-Giving Spirit"

  1. Ann Harris says:


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  3. Delinda Merry says:

    Amanda! So – I am little behind in my Romans study – so I’m just now reading today’s entry – on August 18th.
    I have a funny question and find the timing quite hilarious… Did you ever find a solution for the fruit flies? We are dealing with nats (in fact I literally swatted at one while I was reading the devotion you wrote ) and just yesterday did the whole baking soda, vinegar, bleach combo followed by the boiling water down the sink… And I’ve had cups with vinegar and dish soap for weeks now (and we have killed a boatload of nats) – but they STILL WONT GO AWAY! I’ve read they are coming up the sink drains (we have them in the kitchen and bathrooms) – but I am at my wits end…Any suggestions?

  4. Portia Strange says:

    Praise God for this Gospel reminder today!

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  6. Tami C says:

    Amanda thank you for being so transparent and really clarifying the meaning of what Paul was saying about sin. I have the same struggle with my heart posture towards my husband some times, and I can be disrespectful and passive aggressive, not wanting to do it but not being able to pull back either. Thank you for sharing your heart

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