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Nehemiah 1:1-11a

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Intro

I know. Another Old Testament prophet. But, if you felt like the text in Hosea was challenging, you’ll be pleased to know that things move a little more smoothly in Nehemiah. Still, thirteen chapters about rebuilding a wall might feel potentially tedious to some.

The good news is that Nehemiah is about so much more than bricks and mortar. It’s actually a remarkable story about God using regular, God-fearing folks – not just the big, important leaders – to accomplish His redemptive purposes.

Nehemiah will teach us about compassion, community, repentance, covenant, and conviction. And it doesn’t end like you might expect. Join us?

Trouble and Shame

Text: Nehemiah 1:1-11a

Think back to when you first moved out of your parents’ house. (And if you can, try to remember a time when you didn’t have access to news and status updates in the palm of your hand.) Your family comes to visit for a long weekend and as you sit down for lunch together, you ask how things are going back home.

Only rather than “same old, same old” or “so-and-so’s having a baby and the Jones’s just put in a new swimming pool”, you hear, “Honestly? Things are really bad. Everyone you knew growing up is either dead or wishes they were dead. Your hometown is falling apart. Our police force has been destroyed and the whole city is absolute lawlessness.”

It absolutely breaks your heart, right?

This is where we meet our man Nehemiah today. He has just received word that the wall of Jerusalem (his hometown) was broken down and the gates destroyed by fire. The people he loves – his fellow Israelites with whom he and his family go way back – are in “great trouble and shame”. Things are low. Really low.

Look at how Nehemiah responds with compassion for his people. Even though he is 800 miles away, safely and comfortably out of harm’s way, testing wine and food for the king’s table; just knowing that his people are hurting lays him low. Really low.

The Bible tells us that when Nehemiah hears this news he weeps and mourns for days. His people and his home may as well be on the other side of the planet, yet knowing that they are without protection has him fasting and praying and confessing on their behalf.

We have a lot to learn in our study of the book of Nehemiah. But even in this first day, even in setting the stage for what is going to need to be accomplished in the hearts and lives of the people of Israel, the sovereign God is showing us something awesome about biblical compassion.

Lord, rend our hearts for the hurting today. Let us not allow our own comforts or safe distance from pain prevent us from seeing and loving others as you see and love them. Move us. Break us. And build us back up for your glory.

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  1. Delaney says:

    im so glad I found this website!

  2. Leah Sherwin says:

    Nehemiah is gonna be AWESOME! Thank you so much for posting this great devotional piece to go with this precious book!!

  3. NinaKay85 says:

    I am starting this a little late, but todays scripture is filled with so much revelation for me. We as christians we know how to pray for ourselves and those we love but what about those we may not know?
    Nehemiah had a heart for God and his people and prayed and fasted for them. That is a big example of the kind of love we should show to all and to remind us not to be spectators to others grief but to pray for them and sometimes go to God on thier behalf.
    I am so exited about these next 17 days!

  4. Sheila says:

    So, yes, I am late with my homework. I know my all forgiving God will understand.
    Couple of points…Old Testament has always been difficult for me to understand, but I believe this is the forum in which I will learn.
    Secondly, the set up you gave comparing today with Nehemuah' s time was the most impactful for me. When someone else puts something like this in a new context, I can really relate.

  5. Sue :-) says:

    I think I am goi g to love this devo, and this man of God, Nehemiah. I’m a day late because of work and a bibleclass, but I couldn’t wait to delve into these scriptures.

    It is so amazing how God works. My prayer has been for him to show me where I’m needed as his vessel, and time after time, when I thought an outreach would be right, God would close the door. I was looking for something BiG, and last week, He lead me to the word Community. Not the world or nation or even this city, but the community of my sisters and daughters and family. My community of my family.

    Yes, our walls are broken down, our faith is weak, and this is where God wants me to shine hisight. And suddenly, everything is coming together.

    I will walk tbese steps with Nehemiah, and keep attuned to God’s leading, as we rebuild these walls.

    Excited #SRT! God is sooo good.

  6. Patrice Evans says:

    Greetings! I've just started today with the reading plan, and what stood out for me is how Nehemiah went before God in a certain manner. He showed reverence and was strategic, decent and in order: 1) fasted and prayed first, 2) greeted God by worshiping and exalting Him, 3) stated his petitions to God (specific in his asking), and 4) Nehemiah reminds God of what He said in His word. This blesses me because I don't spend enough time in actually studying Gods word, but reading the text helps me know how to go before God in my prayer life.

    1. Peggy says:

      AMEN! Patrice… great summary and personal application, too! Glad you are doing this with us!

      1. Sue :-) says:

        I highlighted that too. What a beautiful way to come before our Lord.

  7. Teresa says:

    What a blessing to not only be a part of an online Bible Study that gets me refocused every day but to be a part of a community of praying caring women!!!

    I could hardly wait for the Nehemiah study to start up as I really enjoyed the one on Hosea, I totally filled up the margins in my Bible. Today I wrote down some of the comments some of you have written on here in the margins of my Bible surrounding Nehemiah.

    As I have pondered all of the things said today and the prayers going up for Kellie and Lynda and others, I am reminded of a friend of mine who spurs me on to continually get out of my comfort zone to reach out to those around me and also those thst could be 800 miles away. To pray for someone when they bare their souls, the stranger on a bus or at Wal-Mart or wherever. To stop and listen. To send out a card of encouragement or pick up the phone when God brings someone to mind. And to not only pray for them, but pray over them, pray with them! To be prepared to give of our time, our money, our talents, our gifts to reach out to a troubled soul! To pray! To sob before The Lord for this broken world.

    When the news came to Nehemiah of the people back home, the news hit him so hard he could no longer stand, he had to sit down. Then he fasted for days! May we not be so complacent about the world around us that we are not overwhelmed by the needs, spiritual and physical and emotional!!

    Like I said earlier, I made it through over 20 years of depression. I had friends who did not give up on me. It’s hard not to give up when you are praying for someone for years and you are not seeing any change, don’t give up! It’s very draining to be the constant encourager, so you also need to find someone that is encouraging you!!! And when God answers your prayer in a different way or someone you have prayed for takes their life, keep moving forward! God is still there!!!! He is your Rock! Your Hiding Place! Your strong tower! Your deliverer!!! He will help you up out of your rubble and Ge will help you rebuild what you thought was hopeless!!!

    1. Peggy says:

      Thank you so much for sharing this Teresa! So very well said! I could not agree more! Praise our God who delivers and saves! I too have struggled with depression (only by God's grace, am I an overcomer) yet I have to stay in God's Word, filled by His Spirit and surround myself with godly people to stay strong. Beautiful response and application. I have also prayed for ever so much of my life, but particularly for my husband's salvation. (we are separated for 18 yrs. but I still do not stop praying for him)(we were married for 20 when we agreed to part). The stress and conflict weighed heavily on both of our health. I am so thankful that God is My Rock, Refuge, Hiding Place, Strong Tower, and so much more. I know that He is here and He is still at work. Thanks again for coming back and sharing this…it made it worth me coming back to read just this!!!

  8. Carolynmimi says:

    So much today has reminded me that recently Ibukun wrote of everyday bombings in her home in Nigeria. I promised to pray for her country and people and shared her story with others I know. Today's scripture reminds me that in the body of Christ around the world some are living in squalor, some in fear for their lives, some in broken relationships, some with ….well the list goes on. The world is broken and our brothers and sisters are suffering. It is time and this is the study to help us As scripturesque stated.. Let's tear down some strongholds and build some walls. Lord, don't let another tear fall down the cheek of a child without a response from the people of God.

  9. Sara says:

    I run an organization in my city and as someone who gets involved into the community I find you want more and more and when things get slow or calm down you feel disappointed or as though you aren’t doing enough. I do all I can to make sure God is my center of all we do. When we are all involved never forget this is the opportunity to share and show God’s love. We are all in this life together. Though it may be difficult at times I pray we all remember our center

  10. Jasmine says:

    I am in awe of God. Today I was off work and headed to my nail appointment which had been scheduled for the wrong time (throwing my day off). I randomly walked into another place slightly annoyed but the entire situation. But let me tell you how The Lord showed up and OUT! The young lady working on my nails suddenly stopped because she wasn’t feeling well. Later I found out that she had recently miscarried and was not only physically feeling the effects but both mentally/spiritually. This lady poured her heart out to me and cried in my arms. She’s old enough to be my mother…talk about a humbling experience. The fact that God allowed me and my attitude to walk into her shop and minister to her broken spirit truly amazes me. God did exactly what I prayed the night prior, he moved, broke us and is building us up for his GLORY! I’m so grateful! Bless your name Jesus

    1. Carolynmimi says:

      So glad you were chosen by God to be Jesus to that hurting lady.

  11. Shelia says:

    I recently shared a story with my daughter about 2 students with health and emotional issues. She responded with "Mom, how did we ever get this lucky, we don't know anything about that kind of suffering." My response was, honey we are not lucky, God has just truly blessed us, and we need to thank him everyday. This scripture brought that conversation to my mind today, and how conscious we need to be about the trials and tribulations of those we are around each day. My husband reminds me that I have the opportunity to touch so many lives in my job. My prayer is that God will open my eyes and my heart to those in need around me and give me a heart to all of those in need.

  12. Kara-Anne says:

    Before I started really reading the Bible and learning more about God, my faith was only personal – between me and Him. I never thought to pray for those far away from me. At most for the people around me when something bad had happened. But after growing in the wisdom of God, I realized the need to pray for the people further away from me, and today's Nehemiah reading really aligned God's will with mine because this morning I just read a blog post on the impact of Hurricane Sandy!

    There are simply too many tragedies in 2013. Just to name a few on the top of my head – the Bangladeshi factory building collapse, the China Sichuan earthquake, the Boston bombings, the Turkey bombings… It has been awful. But God is a great, great God… Today I include all these people, victims, helpers and families of these victims and helpers, in my prayer. And being in such a safe place like Singapore, it is sometimes easy to forget the difficulties others face at a day-to-day basis. I pray that God will not only watch over them, make His face shine upon them, but also use these difficult times to point back to Him… Amen.

  13. jesusgirl71 says:

    childrenngoerz, thnk you for this! Yes, I have felt this way, and what you said really helped me!

  14. anon says:

    Ladies, I’m not sure how many of you have heard what has happened in the last week here in southern Ontario, Canada. But a man, Tim Bosma was abducted when showing his car to “potential buyers”

    Today, the police believe they have found his remains. He was part of the Christian community, had a 2 year old daughter and wife. My heart is devastated for his family, friends and their loss. Please pray for them.

    1. JuneBug says:

      I have been following this story also Anon. I read about the grisly discovery today and my heart just sunk. I'm in Southern Manitoba and many of us have been praying for the family. So heartbreaking.

  15. Cynthia says:

    I love the Book of Nehemiah! There are so many lessons to be learned…leadership, organization, strategic planning, spiritual warfare, cooperation…and the list goes on and on.

    I am excited with anticipation to see the Book through everyone’s different lenses. I personally enjoy reading the Old Testament (even though words are difficult to pronounce and sometime the storyline is hard to comprehend) the efforts to stick with it produces such a bountiful harvest! WHAT IS LIFE WITHOUT THE STRUGGLE?

    I truly enjoyed Hosea because not only did I have a chance to read everyone’s comments, but I was doubly blessed because the devotional writers switched up from time to time.

    THIS IS GOING TO BE A GREAT JOURNEY…I pray everyone hangs on for the ride! The more the merrier…you’re (SRT, Autumn, Madeline, Charmaine, Margie – you and your family, Melissa – you and your family, and Monique) in my prayers. Everyone be blessed.

  16. Peggy says:

    Pretty sad when I have to reply to myself (it was to break down my very long comment): in case you don't know how to open and do replies, you will miss mine (within the 3 continual comments) I shared this and am repeating the last of the 3 parts here:

    Will you determine in your heart to pray more? Will you start a prayer group in your home? Pray continually—live in a spirit of prayer.

    And we are given this opportunity here in SRT (and today, specifically with Kellie and her family) This is exactly what the application was for me as I stated earlier and also from Max:
    "Many Christians feel that prayer is the weakest part of their Christian walk, yet it’s vital for your relationship with the Lord. Set up a regular time each day to commune with the Lord. For many people, that’s early in the morning before they become so busy. If you get tired easily, pray out loud. And establish regular prayer times with friends and family."
    (2003-03-06). Lucado Devotional Bible, NCV: Experiencing the Heart of Jesus (Kindle Location 22361). Thomas Nelson. Kindle Edition.

    SRT is family and as sisters in Christ, a community, or as Pastor Mark Driscoll focused his Nehemiah study "a city within a city" (though what he said about blogs and online communities I don't agree with) because for me, they work and are effective and meaningful. I don't do Facebook (yet) or Twitter or many other social sites but I do make many great connections and grow from online communities and friends like we have here… I needed to have English speaking church family to help me continue growing and making imperfect progress, keep me accountable and current with all that's available as I reach out and minister in whatever place God plants me (right now it's been Mexico) previously in my home church in MN, though it was not in my community, I had many opportunities to reach out to inner city and others.

    But first God calls us to look introspectively and at our own relationships then our neighborhoods, then our community and our church family, is part of that growing and reaching out. Not just worldwide ministries, but wherever we are and can be effective best, right now – with our children, our family, our loved ones, even as with Nehemiah, roots with wings, traveling back 800 miles to where his heart beat for his fellow people in Israel. As Max wrote: "Nehemiah exchanged the royal robe for coveralls and got to work. The project took twelve years and was uphill all the way." This is what God is asking of us: to ask, to seek and to knock!

    Kellie asked!!! Let's keep are eyes and hearts open and listening to as Junebug wrote the "pulse of God".

    This song came to mind for me although I like the other ones shared as well!!!

    "GIVE ME YOUR EYES" by Brandon Heath

    Love and press on in God's strength and peace in Christ,

  17. Peggy says:

    I came here so prepared and fired up to share and read/glean from you all! I started my day ever so early with a new NCV Devotional Bible from Max Lucado that I just got (never have read NCV version, usually NIV(NVI) or Reina Valera in Spanish)!

    Then as some may have read, I got lost and sidetracked!

    {now my comment was to long so it's cut off here and continued below}

    1. Peggy says:

      I cut it off too soon above

      … After just reading the wonderful devo (thank you Raechel!) I will just comment from there for now but Max Lucado, Pastor Mark Driscoll and ABS gave me so much manna to chew on for this opening day of Nehemiah, as you can see, I just could not wait and was so looking forward (still am) to what God would reveal here in 17 days with SRT (since as I wrote previously, God definitely spoke to me last year, telling me to read Hosea and Nehemiah and I just obeyed without understanding the internal implications just the externals ones, SRT makes me find application to my own personal life story that he is writing on the pages of my heart)…

      … when I read the two main words in the title today… I shirked back, "trouble and SHAME"… there's that word again. I came here thinking walls, Nehemiah's compassion and prayers, tearing down and building up, relationships. So, I was expecting PRAYER … as Nehemiah's example throughout this book! That's TROUBLE right here in River City (from the "Music Man" musical ) that's T with a capital "T", the lyrics have lots of spiritual implication … I digressed …

      and then followed by SHAME!
      So Raechel, since you wrote this and chose these two words, I'm wondering from you why you saw "trouble and shame" in Nehemiah 1:1-11 cuz I love the direction of your prayer and opening analogy to help us apply it to us!

      I guess it must be the version you read… cuz NIV says "great trouble and disgrace" (v. 3) whereas my new devotional Bible NCR used those words, but they did not stand out to me nor did I highlight them, until you and this devo emphasized them: "…but they are in much trouble and are full of shame." So then I looked more closely at this since you keyed in on these two words!

      1. Peggy says:

        I really want to share what Max Lucado wrote and the quote that I highlighted from today's reading from a book of his:
        "Traveling light means trusting God with the burdens you were never intended to bear." —Max Lucado (Traveling Light)

        That is what Kellie did today!

        Then the LIFE LESSONS in the reading for today from my devotional bible with Max

        "Nehemiah invited God to use him to save the city." as He asks us to do right where we are …

        Here's some more of what Max Lucado shared:
        Situation
        Nehemiah, a Jew displaced by the Babylonian captivity, served in the king’s court. When he heard of the decrepit condition of the gates and walls of Jerusalem, he wept and asked the king to send him to rebuild the walls.
        Observation
        When Nehemiah heard bad news, he prayed. He asked the Lord for success and kindness.
        Inspiration
        When God says to pray, he really means it. To pray is the most commonly mentioned command in Scripture. It is mentioned more than “love your neighbor,” more than “go to church,” and more than “evangelize.” More than anything else, God calls us to pray. We should be people of great prayer. We should be prayer warriors. We should be people who use the ministry of prayer to its fullest capacity. The highest and greatest calling of Christians is the ministry of prayer. I would like to encourage you, admonish you to make a decision to pray more and to set up some specific plans to support that decision. "

        Will you determine in your heart to pray more? Will you start a prayer group in your home? Pray continually—live in a spirit of prayer.

        And we are given this opportunity here in SRT (and today, specifically with Kellie and her family) This is exactly what the application was for me as I stated earlier and also from Max:
        "Many Christians feel that prayer is the weakest part of their Christian walk, yet it’s vital for your relationship with the Lord. Set up a regular time each day to commune with the Lord. For many people, that’s early in the morning before they become so busy. If you get tired easily, pray out loud. And establish regular prayer times with friends and family."
        (2003-03-06). Lucado Devotional Bible, NCV: Experiencing the Heart of Jesus (Kindle Location 22361). Thomas Nelson. Kindle Edition.

        SRT is family and as sisters in Christ, a community, or as Pastor Mark Driscoll focused his Nehemiah study "a city within a city" (though what he said about blogs and online communities I don't agree with) because for me, they work and are effective and meaningful. I don't do Facebook (yet) or Twitter or many other social sites but I do make many great connections and grow from online communities and friends like we have here… I needed to have English speaking church family to help me continue growing and making imperfect progress, keep me accountable and current with all that's available as I reach out and minister in whatever place God plants me (right now it's been Mexico) previously in my home church in MN, though it was not in my community, I had many opportunities to reach out to inner city and others.

        But first God calls us to look introspectively and at our own relationships then our neighborhoods, then our community and our church family, is part of that growing and reaching out. Not just worldwide ministries, but wherever we are and can be effective best, right now – with our children, our family, our loved ones, even as with Nehemiah, roots with wings, traveling back 800 miles to where his heart beat for his fellow people in Israel. As Max wrote: "Nehemiah exchanged the royal robe for coveralls and got to work. The project took twelve years and was uphill all the way." This is what God is asking of us: to ask, to seek and to knock!

        Kellie asked!!! Let's keep are eyes and hearts open and listening to as Junebug wrote the "pulse of God".

        This song came to mind for me although I like the other ones shared as well!!!

        "GIVE ME YOUR EYES" by Brandon Heath

        Love and press on in God's strength and peace in Christ,
        Peggy

    2. Peggy says:

      The best part is in the last part!(I think)

  18. Bianca says:

    I haven’t posted in a long time. I missed out on a couple of amazing studies (bummed I missed out on Hosea) but I’m back to study Nehemiah with you all! I love how much the SRT community has grown! I read the devo this morning but had to come back during lunch to read all of your comments. Your comments is what I love (and missed) most from you all!

    My prayers are with you, Kellie, and your family during your time of grief! I know how difficult it is to forgive but it feels so great when you do! I pray the Lird strengthens you and brings you much peace!

    1. Peggy says:

      Glad you're back Bianca and look forward to getting to read your heart as you share!

  19. Ellen MR says:

    Please disregard that comment to Peggy- it was directed @ comment on SRT website!!
    NOT at her lovely response to Kellie that she wrote so well.
    Praying for you Kellie, may you find peace

  20. Ellen MR says:

    I, too, am looking forward to this study! To be made more aware of those around us- instead of avoiding looking someone in the eye or just going on our way, giving that vacant stare that says "Don'r bother me". Who knows what opportunities are being missed?! I think sometimes just acknowledging that person sitting on a corner with a sign "Willing to work" can lift their spirits tremendously! Even if you can't employ them, you can make them feel like they are human and worthy of interaction with you. Mpls has quite a problem with homelessness and even if you can't give a lot, just talking instead of avoiding these folks makes a huge difference! Sometimes I just offer to pay bus fare for someone so they can get out of the weather or just have a change of scene. it's not a lot, but i've seen a face just light up and that's a wonderful thing. And now maybe I can plant a seed that will one day be fruitful!
    "Lord,rend our hearts for the hurting today. Let us not allow our own comforts or safe distance from pain prevent us from seeing and loving others as You see and love them. Move us. Break us. And build us back up for Your glory.
    How beautiful! Oh, how it's needed!!
    Praying for all my Sisters and for all the Hurting today. Praying that we all have the compassion of Jesus towards our neighbors, near and far!

    1. Peggy says:

      AMEN!

      I knew there was a reason I loved you! Replied above to your comment… and Mpls. is in my home state (born in St.Paul, but Stillwater is where my USA~ residence is, however I reside in Mexico for the last 18 yrs. off and mostly on for the last 10)

  21. MB says:

    Is the Nehemiah devo on YouVersion? If so I could not find it. Could someone please clarify for me? Thank you and God Bless

    1. Peggy says:

      Yes! https://www.youversion.com/reading-plans/515-she-

      SRT team, need to update the side panel on the blog for current study too! :0)

  22. Kellie says:

    Wow, as I’m reading through everyone’s comments I am blown away by your willingness I stand in the gap for me and my family! This is truly such a blessing for us to know that we are being wrapped up in prayers during this difficult time. I pray that God blesses each and every one of you-you will never know how much we truly appreciate this. Thank you!!

    1. Peggy says:

      I do!

      I needed it so much as I struggled! Thanks for being open and sharing. Hoping you find strength to stand and help your husband, who may need a community support too!

      I have been on both ends! Suicide survivor and surviving my own desire to find a way out!

  23. Keri says:

    I love that prayer written at the end. I'm reading a book entitled "Orphan Justice" right now and have been convicted about the ways in which I have let the troubles of this world not touch me because they are simply "out of sight and out of mind". How often do my prayers simply rest upon, "take this cup from me, Lord" and never touch the lives of others that I could be praying for.

    Looking forward to this study in a book that I know barely anything about. Thanks so much for all the hard work you all put into these studies. It has energized me to read entire books of the Bible in a way that I never have before.

    1. JuneBug says:

      I am totally looking for that book. It sounds like it would challenge my heart in ways I'm not sure I'm prepared for. Thanks for sharing!

      1. Keri says:

        Hi JuneBug…this is the book. :)
        http://www.amazon.com/Orphan-Justice-Orphans-Beyo

        I'll be writing a review of it sometime soon for MissionalWomen.com :)

  24. Jessica says:

    I love to read The Message version of the Bible when I do studies, because it's great for storytelling, and written in really easy language. What really touched me in today's passage is the prayer he offers up. I should start all my prayers this way! “God, God-of-Heaven, the great and awesome God, loyal to his covenant and faithful to those who love him and obey his commands: Look at me, listen to me. Pay attention to this prayer of your servant that I’m praying day and night in intercession for your servants…"

    Looking forward to completing this study.

  25. JuneBug says:

    Nehemiah had a finger on the pulse of his nation. He knew what it meant for Israel, being in covenant with God, and He was broken and sorrowful for the wickedness and trouble that had come to his own people. God used Nehemiah to not only rebuild the fallen wall–which was a national treasure–but to also to help rebuild a people's identity. God's people had been scattered for so long and now many were returning back home confused, bewildered and feeling "great trouble and disgrace" after the wall's destruction.

    I think about my own life and how people prayed for me, sacrificed their time and energy and helped rebuild this "exile's" crumbled down walls. I needed help to sort out all the rubble and to rebuild, reclaim and strengthen the identity that is rightfully mine–a child of God. A daughter of the King. And God asks me to do the same. Do I have my finger on His pulse? When I hear of a need, am I burdened enough to fall on my knees and go where I am commissioned to go? To step up and help others find their identity in Christ?

    "The Lord builds up Jerusalem; he gathers the exiles of Israel. He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds." Psalm 147:2-3

    1. Peggy says:

      AMEN! So worth it to flip to the next page and read this wonderful comment and insights Junebug as always…

      … so many good ones on page 1 too but for some reason this struck me afresh whereas on the other page I was self absorbed and caught off guard by the suicide and need for prayer, comfort, forgiveness, release, the beautiful replies and then others later that commented… that once again I lost my frame of thought before I got to the place to comment. I continued to pray and intercede as a went through each person's comments for that situation because I personally have been in that place of loosing a dear one to suicide, and the aftermath, the family but I was unable to gather my thoughts in a prayer so I let the Holy Spirit lead me as I meandered through the rest of the really loving replies and thoughts already on Nehemiah. This is exactly what Nehemiah is calling us to as a community, SRT!

      Your reflection Junebug, takes us back to our sister in Christ as does others and Nehemiah to have our finger on His pulse, feel His heart, reach out in love, gather around her (especially since she beared her soul here) and fall on our knees … so I echo the many prayers and Raechel's:

      Lord, rend our hearts for the hurting today. Let us not allow our own comforts or safe distance from pain prevent us from seeing and loving others as you see and love them. Move us. Break us. And build us back up for your glory.

      Now to gather my thoughts and maybe return to pray.

      And the next time I come to this place, I will not read comments until I write mine. (Geezh)

      1. Ellen MR says:

        Peggy, your last comment made me smile! Easy to get sidetracked, eh? :)

        1. Peggy says:

          SMILE:0) oh well… I was so full after reading, I just get so sidetracked by others and the needs, I loose my focus and my train of thought alot more easily since passing the 55 yr. old mark…and nearing 60! Please pray that God helps me stay focused. Thanks!

    2. Ellen MR says:

      Great reflections JuneBug, well said!! :)

    3. Carolynmimi says:

      Oh, a finger on the pulse….hearts still beating, if there is a pulse….let us gather together and pray whether the pulse is strong or weak and irregular. Help us to be Your First Responders, Lord!

      1. JuneBug says:

        Amen! I love that! God's "First Responders." That inspires me to dig even deeper Carolynmimi. Thanks for that word picture.

  26. So excited about Nehemiah! Let's tear down some strongholds and build some walls!

    1. Carolynmimi says:

      Well said, Let's DO just THAT!

  27. Teresa says:

    Love Nehemiah!!! Oh the importance of interceding for others! i am a benefactor of intercessors and i strive to be one on a daily basis!

    Just a note to Kellie… Having been on the suicide end of things, it’s not a selfish act actually. A depressed suicudal person feels like they are a burden to the world, a burden to our family and friends. The darkness descends and crushes like a ton weight! You feel like you can’t get out from underneath it. You take your life, not only because you can no longer bear the burden of the weight of your own day, but the burden that you are putting on those around you. Not realizing at all how devastaed they are when you are gone, you truly think in your head you are doing everyone a favor. I truly felt that everyone around me would be so much better off with me gone. My vision was clouded, death seemed to be the only relief not only for me, but those that I dearly loved. Fortunately they found out that my body was dangerously low on Vit B12 and Vit D. Once that was corrected I was able to go off all anti-depressants. I had been in depression for over 20 years! I have a heart for those suffering the same. Life circumstances had depleted my body of those vitamins and held me in bondage for a long time. Stress causes lack of vitamin B, lack of vit B causes stress. Its a vicious circle! Please understand Kellie that whatever overtook your mother in law, chemical imbalance, life circumstances, she did this not only for herself, she thought she was doing this for you.

    1. Candacejo says:

      Oh this is so true! I I too was seriously low on Vitamin D. My doctor discovered it and said my levels were the lowest he had ever seen. It seriously made a difference! And B12! I hope Autumn Dawn Leader reads this, maybe it is something she hasn't considered. We are praying for her today as well as anyone that fights depression. It can't hurt to check! Thank you for sharing Teresa!

      1. Carolynmimi says:

        I also have recently been found very low on Vit D and have started a mega dose every two weeks. Hadn't associated with my tendency to depression…on meds for that. Anxious now to see if my mood improves. Oh the things I learn at SRT!!!

    2. Carolynmimi says:

      So true, Teresa. So dark and so much weight. Often physical deficiencies drag one into a pit.

    3. Peggy says:

      Thank you so much for sharing this Teresa!

      Praise God that they found this out and you were saved!

      You are so right about the way you feel when depressed as a burden and that this is the solution. I had those tormenting thoughts back in the mid 90s! When your vision is clouded, the enemy is right there to lie to you and take advantage of the situation.

      Beautiful message to Kellie on behalf of her MIL.

      Bless you for sharing Teresa!

  28. anngoerz says:

    Good morning ladies,

    How great is our God! Lately, I have noticed that I don't pray like I used to…Then, recently, I was praying for one of the pastors at my church and she told me what a gift I have of prayer. It stunned me. I had not thought of it as a gift before and certainly have not being praying as much as I used to..Now today, I am so challenged to REALLY pray again. Sometimes I get caught in a cycle of 'prayer fatigue' and feel overwhelmed by all the people in my life directly or indirectly who need prayer.. I start to feel overwhelmed by the heartache, of all the hurt and darkness in our world and rather than bring it to Jesus, I get 'prayer paralyzed'. Has that ever happened to you?

    Today I am reminded not only of the importance of prayer but that ANY amount of prayer is better than none and that God fills in the rest of the 'gaps' where we don't or can't. This whole business of being paralyzed is not of God and is very much a lie from the devil to keep me from praying to the God who can and will make a difference.

    Bless you sisters and SRT authors for this amazing gift! Thanks for sharing, praying, and teaching. Today, I'm gonna PRAY!:)

    1. Ellen MR says:

      anngoerz, i have to say I agree- you do seem to have a gift for praying! I certainly can't claim to know much about it, but i DO know you always say beautiful prayers for all of us here. Thank You! :)

    2. Peggy says:

      AMEN! Ann, what an honest reflection! You probably do have the gift, praying that you don't grow weary but continue to use it properly and frequently! You ache as Jesus must… that's a true servant's heart of compassion.

      And yes, I too get overwhelmed with the many needs, the heartache, the hurt, the darkness in the world (but instead of paralyzed like in shock, I get trapped in the heartache and my prayers go in circles and unending, so I break away. I pray more and praise God and start thanking Him (if nothing else comes) and rely on praying thru the Holy Spirit when my own words fail me.

  29. Monica Kelly says:

    Amen, we need to be ever mindful of the broken and hurting; those who don't know God in the Beauty of Holiness. As we pray with and for others, as we be about the Father's Business; He will be taking care for us what we need Him to; therefore we CANNOT afford to sit in worry about what we are in NEED of when there are people PERISHING daily without a relationship with JESUS. Thanks I needed this simple reminder

  30. Julie V. says:

    I am so looking forward to this study with you all. I love the Old Testament and all the nuggets of wisdom and teaching that is has to offer. As I was studying Nehemiah this morning, I felt like I wasn't alone this time. There are so many that are reading the same chapter as I am today. Thankful to the #SRT team for this great ministry.

    This link may be old news to some, but I found it incredibly helpful in channeling my thoughts during my study this morning. I have an easily distracted and wandering mind. S.O.A.P. notes for Bible Study. http://www.thefritzes.net/2011/08/how-s-o-a-p-cha

    1. rocknitat55 says:

      Thank julie

      1. darcie says:

        I’ve always used s.o.a.p. even when I don’t realize. It just comes out that way when I journal now. Helps me a lot!

      2. Peggy says:

        Really great link! Thanks Julie! SOAP is a good method to use! and this was a really good explanation!

    2. Lauren says:

      I'm loving the SOAP writing here, had to smile! I'm an OT and we use SOAP notes to document treatments… obviously the letters stand for other things :) Thanks for sharing!!

      1. Julie V. says:

        I am a Registered Nurse and use SOAP notes also! The name of it is what triggered me to look into it. Work . . . it follows us everywhere. :-)

        1. Carolynmimi says:

          i also had another SOAP note from clinical notes in mind. Don't you love acronyms?

  31. Sherry_H says:

    Stand in the gap. Such a huge reminder for me.
    I'm pretty new to the town we live in. I have recently met a few of the women who live here, through our school kids and such. Some of the things they have told me about their lives have been weighing so heavy on my heart. I need to be praying for them!!
    Thank you, Raechel.

  32. Lynda Clarke says:

    I love the tone that's being set. I know I must stand in the gap for other especially my family and not get weary. I have been through so much in my life, yet God has always been there, even when I thought He wasn't. I know this will be just as blessed for me as Hosea was. I love my time I spend with theses studies,
    There are some areas in my life that I want to change and reading Nehemiah and studying it will ell me improve.
    I ask that you would pray for my family my aunts daughter my 1st cousin passed suddenly at age 56. Some type of bug bite her and se died from it. The family is devastated and m aunt is 87 years old her and my uncle both. I have suffered the pain of loosing a child, and there are no words to describe it. Please keep us lifted up I'm prayer.
    Enjoy your Tuesday, and I look forward to our new study of Nehemiah.

    1. anngoerz says:

      Lord God, I pray you fill Lynda and her Aunt and Uncle and family with peace and comfort. I pray they will sense Your presence in a very real and special way while they grieve the sudden loss of their loved one. I pray they not get stuck in asking questions but see this life as a gift and that You would use this time to heal them and bring them even closer to You Jesus.

    2. Candacejo says:

      So sorry to hear this Lynda, how devastating for your family. 56 IS too young! I am praying for you and your family today for comfort and peace in this time of trouble. How blessed we are to have a praying community and how super blessed we are to have a God to bring our needs to and KNOW He hears and answers our prayers. May He wrap you and your family in His arms and give you perfect peace in the coming weeks and months. In Jesus' name. ♥

      1. Peggy says:

        AMEN!

    3. Carolynmimi says:

      Praying for you, Sweet Lynda and for your family.

  33. Karen says:

    Jesus identified with sinners and had compassion, though He never sinned. Help us Jesus to be more like you every day. Let us see others with your eyes and respond with compassion and mercy.
    Kellie, prayers for you and your family. We have been touched by suicide and I know the anger. It took me time and a lot of prayer to see our loved one with compassion so forgiveness could fill my heart instead of the anger. Christ loves you. Immerse yourself in him more and more.

  34. monique(forgiven) says:

    I’m so sorry kellie. Praying that the Lord will grant you and your family the peace to get through this. Forgiveness is not easy but we know through Christ He helps us to forgive. He will gve you all the strength to forgive.ask the Lord and he will help you. I wll keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

  35. AmyHale says:

    I love it so much when God answers my prayers through my study of His Word! I had just confessed to God recently (before even knowing we would study Nehemiah) that I am guilty of complaining about a problem for awhile, grumbling to myself and to others BEFORE taking it to Him in prayer. When I read today's passage I immediately felt convicted and inspired. Nehemiah was made aware of the problem and he knew exactly what to do. He didn't waste time gossiping about it or complaining to his friends…He went right to his knees and THAT is our example!

    1. Peggy says:

      Amy I loved your notebook page in instagram! I can't or don't log in to Instagram but yours stuck out and I liked what I read!

      1. AmyHale says:

        Thank you so much, Peggy! Humbled that God would use my simple notes to encourage someone :)

    2. coffeeanddreams says:

      Yes awesome take away!!!

  36. Kellie says:

    It’s been a while since I’ve posted on here, but I would greatly appreciate some intercession from you guys in light of some current events. My husband’s mother had been suffering from severe depression for several months, and on march 29 she committed suicide. This has been an incredibly difficult season for us to walk through, but I know that God is good and he loves us so much. While we are praying for peace and comfort during this time, I am finding it very difficult not to be angry with her for committing such a selfish act, I want to forgive her very badly but it is difficult when I see so many people in my life hurting due to her actions. Would you please lift my family up in prayer! “Let us then with confidence draw near to the throne of grace, that we may receive mercy and grace to help in time of need” Hebrews 4:16

    1. Candacejo says:

      Oh my! Kellie, may the God of all peace and comfort help you and your family through this most difficult time! I can understand your feelings…they are normal! She has caused so much pain and left you to fix so many things. The thing with not forgiving is that it only hurts YOU….the bitterness will eat at YOU…that root grows down deep in your heart and grabs hold and doesn't want to let go. Forgiving is a weight lifted from you. forgiveness doesn't excuse their behavior, it prevents their behavior from destroying your heart!

      You cannot change this outcome…but you can change the way you feel and react to it. Letting it go will bring peace to YOUR heart and peace to your family. Let God help you with this…He is waiting for you to give it to Him…He knows the hurt and pain.

      It is said Forgiveness is unlocking the door and setting the prisoner free and realizing the prisoner was you….

      Praying for you friend…God is going to help you!

    2. JuneBug says:

      I'm praying for you and your family also Kellie. Suicide is so hard to understand for those that are left behind in the wake of the act. May God walk you all through the many questions that will surely arise over the coming months and years.

    3. Monica Kelly says:

      Kellie Please keep in mind that your mother in law had to be hurting more than anyone can imagine for her to commit such an act. Depression is no light thing, it can rip people down to their very core if they aren't rooted and grounded in the truth of God's word. I urge you to pray for peace and closure, pray that fro your family as well. They need strengthening and as I gather, you are the strongest link in that chain. I will pray for you and your family as the LORD our GOD grant you all peace and solace during your time of bereavement.

    4. anngoerz says:

      Oh Kellie, my heart breaks for you and your family! Talk about hearing sad news from far away, know that I am/we are praying for all of you.
      I pray Lord, that You help them grieve in a healthy way God. Guide them through this process and lift them up in Your loving arms. Give them understanding and grace and the ability to let go of the anger so they can better hold onto You.

      Thank you for sharing this Kellie, I also pray you will find light in this dark time<3

    5. Monica Kelly says:

      Love

      1. rocknitat55 says:

        My dearest kelly, my heart breaks for you. I can understand u beinging angry. No resolve, no discussion, no answers just silence. And for many who are left behind it seems like such a selfish act. I can’t speak for your mother n law but I can speak from my own experience as a survivor of a sucide attempt. I rarely confide or talk about it. It was such a dark time, I felt like I was in such a dark place as an incest survivor. Hurt, and a feeling of hopelessnes was the cup I drank. This is not a time for me to tell my testimony but I tell you so you can hear it from someone whom had been so low, so hurt. As one of the sisters said we have power of the outcome can’t change a thing. But you can choose to grieve, heal,forgive and let go. None of which is easy without Jesus Christ. I pray that God will give you a garmet of praise for your heaviness and those that you love. I commit to pray for you.

    6. LDW says:

      I'm new here Kellie, but praying for your family.

    7. Diana says:

      Dear Kellie. I stopped to pray for you and your family. I'm sorry that your mother-in-law was in so much pain that she thought that the only way out of the pain was to take her own life. My heart goes out to all of you but also to her. I believe that when one is in that much pain they are not thinking rationally. They just want the pain to stop. Anger only leads to bitterness and resentment and is hurting you. You need to put it all on the alter and ask God to help you forgive her. Forgiveness is not easy, but so very necessary to free us. I will continue to pray for all those in your family who are grieving and hurting.

      May the God of hope give you all joy and peace as you trust him that you would overflow with peace by the power of the Holy Spirit.

    8. Peggy says:

      My dearest Kellie, I so want to write a prayer out for you! Others have here and I say AMEN! But my own prayer escapes me though your heart and need does not… because 4 years ago, I was in this place of loosing a loved one to Suicide. I continued reading and praying as I glanced through every comment here, because there are more replies for you below that are really good! I finally replied on the 2nd page to Junebug because this is community and this is what Nehemiah is talking about and Raechels prayer and devotional is ALL about. PRAYER and community. Right now, you are the one that God is asking SRT to gather around and tear down the walls, the strongholds, the pain, the grief, the devastation. I know it is hard… I know that you are going through so many mixed emotions, we will pray, at least, I could not stop … please be sure to read the other replies below especially Teresa's (Thank you Teresa!)

      Yes, Nannette (Candacejo) and others of you who prayed and are reaching out to Kellie… "What I NEED today is to be moved for those around me as well….not in the future but NOW. As Raechel said, "Move my heart for the hurting TODAY…" Beautiful words in that song's message too!

      Father, I just ask that You open Kellie's spirit to hear from You in a supernatural way be her Comforter. Come to her and this family.Pour Your love and grace on them. Open hearts of forgiveness, understanding compassion and help them draw near to You and one another to support each other through this time. Not bury their feelings along with the dead…but raise up Your Holy Spirit within Kellie and her husband, and all the members of this family. Speak! Lift them up and help them soar once again. Draw them under Your wings and give them peace and compassion (as well as this SRT commuinty). may we hear from You directly. Jesus came to show us how to walk and feel His love for one another. May Jesus be revealed to You in this time of grief. Jesus wept. He understands. He carries Your grief and catches our tears. You are not alone. May His light shine on you, and your loved ones. in Jesus Name, I muster together some of the many prayers racing through my mind for you…

      I will continue to pray.

      Here are some great resources and books that helped me: http://www.survivingsuicide.com/ http://www.allianceofhope.org/ https://www.facebook.com/SurvivorsRoad2healing
      http://www.griefshare.org/healing {I highly recommend getting their daily devotionals}

      I have a pdf too,on a Survivor Handbook but could not find the link… I'll keep looking for it.

      "Grieving God's Way" by Margaret Brownley and Diantha Ain (Jul 10, 2012)
      the books on suicide grief did not help me as much as this… but you can go to Amazon and put in "grieving suicide" and you'll get loads.

      Stay in God's Word, community like this, and get support outside or with your family members. Depression is not easy to cope with and during this season, all must be fully armored in God's armor daily to not succumb to the bitterness root, unforgiveness and the same. Praise God in the midst of the strain and struggle, find a daily reason to give thanks in the simple things of life. Learn to encourage one another and grieve the pain and suffering that your MIL must have been in… (I have been there also)!!! As you said this is an incredible difficult season but you will need God's strength and love for her and one another to make it through!!! I had to do this away from family and friends back in USA, here in Mexico, and apart from the grieving family, who lost their son, brother, uncle, …I discovered him and it was a long while for me to erase that last image and move forward, I do not even remember the year after …

      SRT sisters, don't overlook this opportunity within this community to be JESUS and Nehemiah right here!
      This is raw and real hurt!

      1. Peggy says:

        Here is a site for the SOS handbook though I did not find it and other info from SAVE: http://www.save.org/index.cfm?fuseaction=home.vie

        or maybe it's in this one: http://www.suicidology.org/suicide-survivors/suic

    9. Carolynmimi says:

      Dear Kellie,
      Praying for you. Twice I have experienced through the heartbreak of others, the aftermath of sucide. Anger is a natural response, but directing it in a positive way requires much prayer. Frankly, it seems that in seasons of grief, praying becomes so difficult. Truly, suicidal individuals find themselves in the darkest of all places, a place where the lies (you are worthless. they will be better off once you are gone) dominate, a place where even a Christian can lose hope. That does not excuse the action, for the victims are left with a hurt that begs for answers when no answer really would be enough.

      When we cannot pray, others, friends, church family, communities like this one, and yes, GOD HIMSELF, The Holy Spirit prays for us. Longing to forgive is the first step to forgiving…God will bring you to that point in time.

      Let us, Women of SRT lift Kellie and her Family up in prayer, that God will use this tragedy to strengthen their faith and their relationships that they may minister to others to prevent where possible this tragedy ripping another family"s heart to shreds.

      1. Peggy says:

        So very true Carolynmimi. Thank you for speaking this truth in love! and AMEN may we minister and prevent more tragedies like this one.

  37. Candacejo says:

    Going to love this study just as much as Hosea! All I could think of was people who have lived through disasters like hurricanes, tornadoes, floods and earthquakes. They have lost it all, possessions, houses and lands, sometimes even their families.

    I have never suffered through anything of that magnitude! Cannot imagine! But I can imagine hearing of my family suffering through the same, and being so far away…being moved with compassion and mourning such as Nehemiah.

    What I NEED today is to be moved for those around me as well….not in the future but NOW. As Raechel said, "Move my heart for the hurting TODAY…"

    There is an old song that says,

    Move me with Your message once again
    It's been so long since I've been broke within
    Please take me back once more to Calvary
    Where one more time, Your message moves me!

    1. Ellen MR says:

      Lovely Candacejo! You always know a perfect song! :)

      1. Peggy says:

        AMEN!

        That great old song has much to say in the lyrics you shared! Thanks!

  38. jesusgirl71 says:

    I can be so cynical and judgmental and critical. I hear a voice of a customer on the phone and right away, know what they will be like. I see coworkers act a certain way… Oh this spoke to me today! I echo the prayer, "Lord, rend my heart for all of those around me." because everyone in this world is hurting; everyone has suffered something.

  39. Carolynmimi says:

    "Lord, rend our hearts for the hurting today. Let us not allow our own comforts or safe distance from pain prevent us from seeing and loving others as you see and love them. Move us. Break us. And build us back up for your glory."

    My prayer for today, so well stated by Raechel!

    Got to dwell here today a bit. Contemplate what everyone else is saying. Hide his words in my heart.

    Good Morning, Ladies!

    1. Peggy says:

      I'm with you!

      AMEN!

      Dwelling and contemplating too!

  40. colleen says:

    I actually read this yesterday, and again this morning. I have read Nehemiah several times, but for some reason this time it hit me differently, it is probably because I am in a different place in life, and was praying for my heart to be spoken too. I will say there is so so so much power in Nehemiah's prayer!

  41. Hayley says:

    So Excited about this study! Today a song came to mind, I think it’s in a Casting Crowns song. “Break our hearts for what breaks Yours”. Lord, help us to be sensitive to the needs around us today.help us to know people all around us are hurting and really be broken for them. Lord, teach us to pray!

    1. Janet says:

      Amen!

    2. SarahE says:

      Thats the song I was thinking of too!!!

  42. SarahE says:

    I love the Old Testament! Looking forward to studying this book with you ladies. Im praying that God will give me a heart for what breaks His today and like Nehemiah I will take action.

  43. Linda says:

    This is powerful. I know most of us can’t completely identify with having our hometowns totally destroyed but I know I can identify with having our home families destroyed after getting married and having my own happy life. It’s easy to just shake a head and feel a pang for a moment and move back on with my happy life and happy family away from their distruction. After all they brought this on themselves. They were the ones that didn’t pay attention to their —– (fill in the blank here). But they are our people. That is where my husband came from and we serve a Gid who listens to our prayers of intercession. And as happy as we are we need to take time to humble ourselves, admit our shortcomings too (and by the grace of God alone we are not put into the same situation or face it down the road ourselves) and pray that God intercedes and changes their lives and situations. Humility and understanding Im living in God’s grace is what I take from this. Nehamiah understood this.

    Father help me to remember those around who are living in brokenness. Help me to keep them in my hearts and have compassion and not judgment because my sin is as sinful as theirs. I am no better but by Gods good graciousness. All of my family’s accomplishments are your doing not ours. My children’s futures are in your hands not mine. Help me to see that and pray for them and pray for the rest of the family who are not as fortunate. Turn my heart toward compassion and forgiveness.

    1. Peggy says:

      Amen!

      Thanks Linda for your thoughts and prayer! I lost my home back in MN last fall, but my marriage has been in that place too after 20 yrs. before I walked away. I get this! Yet I'm still married just not with him or in the unequally yoked place I was 18 yrs ago. But dysfunctional destruction in families is powerful. And the fall out and the impact for years.

  44. beauty4ashes says:

    This story starts out kinda sad…your whole hometown is in great trouble and the people you knew growing up are all hurt? That’s sad! But I’m pretty impressed by Nehemiah’s attitude throughout this first chapter. He’s humble. He didn’t look at his people with a critical eye and see them separate from himself. He said “have mercy on us”, “my father’s house has sinned against You”. He included himself in their pain and faults even though he was far away. I know not many people would do that. They’d say, “well, they need to get it together…they caused the trouble” (like how Job’s friends did). But Nehemiah was different. This is a reminder to me to be more compassionate to other people when they go through troubles. Instead of looking at them critically, I will try to look at them like if it were me in that same circumstance. How would I want someone to treat me?

    1. Danielle says:

      I thought of Nehemiah's humility as well! humility and persistance. a good reminder to us all

    2. chelsie says:

      compassion instead of criticism, oh how that would change our hearts.

  45. monique(forgiven) says:

    Powerful description of Jesus in Nehemiah. How compassionate nehemiah is when he hears the destruction of his city jerseluem. He shows us how we should be with one another and have compassionate hearts to our fellow brothers and sisters in pain,and for those who have not come to know God yet. We should always keep in mind to pray for our nations,cities,countries etc because those who are there may be in bondage and have no one interceding on there behalf.SRT sister let’s intercede for others and have despite the pain we may be in weather it may be physical,emotional,or mentally. Prayer changes things and Jesus intercedes on our behalf setting the way how we should be with others and our nations. Be Blessed sisters this day:)

    1. beauty4ashes says:

      Very true! I didn’t think about that…We should remember that not everyone is saved and we should intercede on their behalf. Jesus certainly was the perfect example of this kind of love and compassion. Jesus was so humble and that’s what blew me away about Nehemiah. He was humble as Jesus was.

    2. Peggy says:

      Oh yeah, Monique!!! Jesus our intercessor!!! hallelujah anyhow!!! WOW!

  46. Julia says:

    this morning is the first time that i meet Nehemiah. i like him already! the devo reminds me of another one from previous weeks.. 'not to ignore or turn a blind eye to all of the bad news we read + hear. instead, see these alerts as opportunities to pray'. i look forward to the lessons Nehemiah will teach me.

    1. chelsie says:

      i often choose the ignore/turn a blind eye path because it is easy and allows me to avoid very negative conversations with people. I love the idea of using them as opportunities to pray for our community.

  47. rocknitat55 says:

    Good morning Ladies. I have been reading but not commenting. I guess I shall be first. For some reason I can’t sleep. So forgive me if I sound a little cranky,lol.

    Lord, rend our hearts for the hurting today. Let us not allow our own comforts or safe distance from pain prevent us from seeing and loving others as you see and love them. Move us. Break us. And build us back up for your glory.

    The book of Neheimah is one of my favorites. Community is everything to me. Sometimes I look at our world today and think how much we’ve changed. I grew up at a time when everyone knew everyone in their neighborhoods. As a child your neighbors could chastize you and they looked out for you. Today we don’t know our neighbors, our coworkers, in some cases even the ones we go to church with. We say its a sign of the times. The siber generation. Do we really want to know? Would the cost be too much? The Bible says “know those that labor among you”. Don’t get me wrong I am so blessed to be apart of this community, here I can bare my soul, I can replenish, and sometimes get marching orders. It can’t replace the elderly neighbors who live next door or the single mom who lives up stairs with 2 little ones. It doesn’t replace the bus drivers, or teachers who touch the lives of our children everyday. The first responders, the service men, our goverment leaders. All is community. All need our attention. Our compassion. Our prayers. And finally our action. “Faith without works is dead”. Lord I ask that as we study your word we be moved to action.

    It’s funny ladies I have to admit that one of the things that stuck out for me in the reading is the comment about the pool. Really? Taking this one to jesus.

    Sisters may someone find Gods treasure in you on this Tuesday.

    1. Ellen MR says:

      I so hear you about this!! I really think it's a shame that everyone is virtual strangers- even in our own neighborhoods. I too grew up in a time where every adult looked out for others children, and Gasp! yes, even scolded one another's children. The Golden Rules applied and anyone not adhering to what was acceptable to all heard about it. And then the said offender would accept RESPONSIBILITY and apologize. You waved to one another, said Hello and knew the mailman by name. Just like anything else, you have to get involved if you are going to help, and in these times you really don't have to look further than your own backyard! Folks are struggling everywhere. Think of what could be accomplished!
      Thanks Rocknitat55, for a timely reminder!

      1. Peggy says:

        Yep! yep yep…amen sisters Rocknita and Ellen! me too!

  48. amykelly213 says:

    I love the story of Nehemiah! It is a great testament to what God can do through His people!! I am looking forward to this study!!

    1. Peggy says:

      I think you will love it even more after sharing in community here at SRT! This team rocks and so does this community!

  49. Stephanie says:

    What a beautiful way to start the day… praying that we would have compassion for our hometowns.

    Sometimes I feel that we so often forget about our own neighbors, our own cities problems, because we are so focused on helping those so far away from us (nothing wrong with that).

    Lord, let us echo the cries that Nehemiah says when he first learns about the problems that are happening back home. Open our eyes to see the pain and hurt that is within distance from our hands, knowing that we can help, impact, make a difference in their lifes. Teach us Father, more about compassion… In Jesus Name, Amen.

    1. Peggy says:

      ohhh Amen!

      … now I fully realize that as I continued through and now come back that my "thumbs up" are actually my AMENS!

      so thanks Stephanie and to all the rest of you SRT sisters, know that I am AMENing your thoughts as I gather my own.

      I believe this is the focus of Nehemiah according to the Mars Hill Nehemiah study (1) "Building a City…within a city" from back in 2007 and the other one for 40 days at YouVersion from American Bible Society. Restart: Stepping out in faith… excellent ones that I am doing along with this. I was so filled up when I came here and now even more full.

      (1) http://marshill.com/media/nehemiah/building-a-cit
      (2) https://www.youversion.com/reading-plans/495-rest

      The one here of 17 days with SRT is concise and best if we all participate.

      Echoing this beautiful prayer and cry Stephanie, thanks!

  50. Nancy says:

    O' how we become so weary and complacent at times when it comes to interceding for others, especially our loved ones. Nehemiah was able to separate his own personal feelings from the need that was brought to his attention. I pray to you my Lord that your Holy Spirit would help set the fire in my spirit so much so that the work you have assigned for me as a Intercessor will continue. I stand in the gap for the walls and the people in my territory. Thank you my King.

    1. Leenda324 says:

      Wow, the phrase “standing in the gap” crossed my mind as I was reading all these comments about Nehemiah!

      1. Peggy says:

        AMEN! How refreshing to start off with your precious thoughts Nancy as we gather together and hopefully "stand in the gap" as SRT community. When I am weak… may others hold up my arms to pray!!! always

        Fall Holy Spirit over this place as we pray and learn from Your Holy Word, each other and You.

        Thank you Nancy and Raechel for starting as off with hearts toward the Father and home, loved ones, community, compassion for others and passion for Jesus!!!