Day 1

A Time to Mourn and a Time to Dance

from the Mourning and Dancing reading plan

Matthew 5:4, Ecclesiastes 3:1-15, John 16:33, John 16:20, Psalm 30:1-12, 1 Peter 1:6-9

BY Raechel Myers

God created us as complex creatures, capable of feeling and sensing a whole garden of emotions. Made in the image of our Creator, we can both grieve the wrongs of this world, and celebrate the sweetness of this life. This 2-week reading plan will lead us through a series of passages from Scripture that examine the seasons of mourning and dancing in the life of a believer. In the written responses here on the site, our writers will enter into this tension, articulating their personal experiences with grief and joy in hopes of freeing you to explore your own. By immersing our hearts and minds in God’s Word, and honestly presenting our laments to Him, may we remember that God is present with us, He is good, and He is faithful.

On the day our daughter died, I planted flowers.

It was April in Tennessee, and the reality that my child was hanging in a precarious balance between life and death, in part because my womb was acting as her life support, was never far from my mind. That Monday morning, I kissed my husband and weekend guests out the door, then helped my toddler son get dressed and fed him yogurt and Cheerios for breakfast.

Even while death was happening, so was life.

That Monday morning, we blew bubbles. We played on the swing set. I read a book on the back porch, and we snacked on strawberries. When my toddler was fast asleep in his crib, I slipped my hands into a pair of old gardening gloves, knelt in the dirt, and got to work with my spade. Bent over my pregnant belly, hands in the soil, the evidence of life kicked and turned within me. The gravity of the moment was lost on me at the time, but I see it now.

Acting on hope.
Believing promises.
Burying seeds in the darkness.
Knowing a thing can only produce something beautiful if it dies first (John 12:24). Ecclesiastes 3 tells us there is a time for every matter under heaven.

A time to be born, and a time to die.
A time to plant, and a time to uproot.
A time to weep, and a time to laugh.
A time to mourn, and a time to dance.

For our precious daughter, that Monday afternoon in April was a time to die. For us, it was a time to mourn. But it was also a time to actively hope in promises that life comes from death. It was a time to dance because our child was in the presence of her Savior.

That day, not knowing what the night would hold, the Lord led me through the motions of actively hoping and believing that death brings life. An object lesson of the resurrection in my soil-covered hands, I could not have known these would be some of the last turns and kicks I’d ever feel. And so, I planted.

Life and death are not respecters of each other. Mourning and dancing—they don’t always take turns. Not in my story, not in yours, not in our world. While people celebrate weddings and first steps and the sweetness of life, the broken world continues to break our hearts, sometimes at the very same time. The tension is there—wondering when to celebrate and when to cry. Often the best thing we can do is acknowledge that tension and do both, seeking the Lord as we navigate the complexities of this world.

We must never stop mourning brokenness. It is right to mourn. And we must never cease to celebrate life and beauty. It is right to dance. Because of Christ, life comes from death. Because of Christ, we will dance again.

“Truly I tell you, you will weep and mourn, but the world will rejoice.
You will become sorrowful, but your sorrow will turn to joy” (John 16:20).

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931 thoughts on "A Time to Mourn and a Time to Dance"

  1. Crystal Simon - Paterson says:

    I just lost our son, I was 16 weeks pregnant and the surgery that was supposed to be what saved him, killed him. I heard his heart all the way till that last moment. I’m struggling, there were so many unknowns. But leaning into God is what is helping me. I’m hoping this plan will guide me to all the places in the bible I can turn to on the really bad days.

  2. Kami Anderson says:

    I’ve been battling depression for years and this past year, it has seemed like it all came crashing down on me. I’m mourning the loss of hope right now. Some days it’s there and clear, some days I’m grasping for it in the dark. This study will hopefully help me in knowing that God loves me, is with me, and understands my feelings. I am not alone and one day, all this pain will make sense.

  3. Marisa says:

    I’m a high school senior who is graduating in two days. I am mourning my senior year and everything that comes along with it, but I am celebrating a big accomplishment in my life. This helped me understand that it is okay for me to feel both, and to trust God in where he is taking me and how he has chosen this grievance for me. Thank you!

  4. Lauren Littlefield says:

    I lost my older brother in December and am still struggling with it, this plan will hopefully help me to see that good things can come from terrible pain.

  5. Heather Lopez-Renteria says:

    My grandma was sent home on hospices with days to live. This study is helping me through this time

  6. Brooke Graves says:

    My husband and I have been walking in our infertility for four years now with two losses along the way. There are seasons where we diligently “try” and others where it is not in the forefront of my mind. We’re currently in a time of diligence and it is HARD to remain hopeful and upbeat. I’m eager to dive into this study and be reminded of God’s good promises.

  7. Kristi Wright says:

    This all sounds very difficult. Prayers for you today.

  8. Amanda says:

    Thanks for sharing your story. My husband died unexpectedly at 35 last year. I miss him and am still mourning. I also love my life and feel so blessed. God has been so faithful to me! It is hard to explain to others or even process myself that grief and joy can co-exist. It can be overwhelming. I’m glad there are others who understand how I feel.

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