Day 1

A Time to Mourn and a Time to Dance

from the Mourning and Dancing reading plan

Matthew 5:4, Ecclesiastes 3:1-15, John 16:33, John 16:20, Psalm 30:1-12, 1 Peter 1:6-9

BY Raechel Myers

God created us as complex creatures, capable of feeling and sensing a whole garden of emotions. Made in the image of our Creator, we can both grieve the wrongs of this world, and celebrate the sweetness of this life. This 2-week reading plan will lead us through a series of passages from Scripture that examine the seasons of mourning and dancing in the life of a believer. In the written responses here on the site, our writers will enter into this tension, articulating their personal experiences with grief and joy in hopes of freeing you to explore your own. By immersing our hearts and minds in God’s Word, and honestly presenting our laments to Him, may we remember that God is present with us, He is good, and He is faithful.

On the day our daughter died, I planted flowers.

It was April in Tennessee, and the reality that my child was hanging in a precarious balance between life and death, in part because my womb was acting as her life support, was never far from my mind. That Monday morning, I kissed my husband and weekend guests out the door, then helped my toddler son get dressed and fed him yogurt and Cheerios for breakfast.

Even while death was happening, so was life.

That Monday morning, we blew bubbles. We played on the swing set. I read a book on the back porch, and we snacked on strawberries. When my toddler was fast asleep in his crib, I slipped my hands into a pair of old gardening gloves, knelt in the dirt, and got to work with my spade. Bent over my pregnant belly, hands in the soil, the evidence of life kicked and turned within me. The gravity of the moment was lost on me at the time, but I see it now.

Acting on hope.
Believing promises.
Burying seeds in the darkness.
Knowing a thing can only produce something beautiful if it dies first (John 12:24). Ecclesiastes 3 tells us there is a time for every matter under heaven.

A time to be born, and a time to die.
A time to plant, and a time to uproot.
A time to weep, and a time to laugh.
A time to mourn, and a time to dance.

For our precious daughter, that Monday afternoon in April was a time to die. For us, it was a time to mourn. But it was also a time to actively hope in promises that life comes from death. It was a time to dance because our child was in the presence of her Savior.

That day, not knowing what the night would hold, the Lord led me through the motions of actively hoping and believing that death brings life. An object lesson of the resurrection in my soil-covered hands, I could not have known these would be some of the last turns and kicks I’d ever feel. And so, I planted.

Life and death are not respecters of each other. Mourning and dancing—they don’t always take turns. Not in my story, not in yours, not in our world. While people celebrate weddings and first steps and the sweetness of life, the broken world continues to break our hearts, sometimes at the very same time. The tension is there—wondering when to celebrate and when to cry. Often the best thing we can do is acknowledge that tension and do both, seeking the Lord as we navigate the complexities of this world.

We must never stop mourning brokenness. It is right to mourn. And we must never cease to celebrate life and beauty. It is right to dance. Because of Christ, life comes from death. Because of Christ, we will dance again.

“Truly I tell you, you will weep and mourn, but the world will rejoice.
You will become sorrowful, but your sorrow will turn to joy” (John 16:20).

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930 thoughts on "A Time to Mourn and a Time to Dance"

  1. Victoria Bouchard says:

    I had a miscarriage last month that has rocked me to my core. I am here to lament the death of my daughter and to begin to see some hope from Him.

  2. Noelle Griggs says:

    As I was looking through these plans, my heart caught a bit when I saw the title. This week, I know of two children who made their way to the Father, in my mind, far too soon. As a mother myself, I think this is the biggest fear of my life and I continue to fight it and give, regive and give again the precious children He entrusted to me for however they or I am here. There is a time to mourn…and rejoice. I’m grateful this study was here.

  3. Amanda Kinnett says:

    During this year (2020) everyone is going through their own storms! While my husband and I are as well with his father we are joyful with the purchase of our new home! This study guide is so fitting for what we are going through! So happy to dig deeper!

  4. Elizabeth says:

    Thank you for your words, Jessie. I often feel that I am too mourning a mother who is alive. It is both strange and painful. The feel like that God brought me this plan right when I needed it for more reasons beyond the pandemic. I pray that the Lord brings you healing through this plan that I hope to also find.

  5. Jessie B. says:

    I have been wrestling with my past issues and mourning a relationship that, by no lacking of trying to preserve, has been ended. I’m mourning a mother that is still alove on this Earth. And it breaks my heart.
    I believe this study will transform my heart.
    Day 1 and I am already crying healing tears.

  6. Tayleur Farrier says:

    So perfect for me today – my heart needed this ❤️

  7. Rebecca Ferrell says:

    I’m amazed at the timeliness of this study. I’ve wrestled between the realities of mourning and dancing through this new season we’re all walking through during this pandemic. However, through God’s word today I have a strange sense of excitement to see how God will move us to be in awe of him. I’m grateful to know him as comforter and am praying for courage to follow his spirit through the unknown of what’s ahead.

  8. Reina Sikabwe says:

    Perfect timing for this…mourn my grades is ok..mourn my lost job is ok…

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